I miss my holidays...

I miss holidays in kuching...
Miss my hometown...
The familiar faces...
My family...
My friends...
My church...
Everyone...

Well, my mid sem test just finish and yesterday i had give myself a holiday to relax. It will take me about two months again to my sem break in May. I miss Kuching very much, i hope time can pass rapidly and i can reach home faster..

24 hours..

haha, 24 hours dint sleep liao lo...

everyone is sleeping.. some may even dreaming already..
haha, only im the one who stay awake in the living room, facing my own labtop. downloading, searching, chatting and playing games.

Nowadays my emotion just like the cloud in the sky.. sometimes up and sometimes down.. and can change easily...

I have still been thinking.. Do i need to make some decision, to make my life happier here?

I think i have been crazy.. And need to persuade myself to go sleep. After wake, then everything will be ok. Tomorrow is another brand new day...

Friday...

haha, its friday again!!!

Friday is the happiest day for me and jasmine, haha. because we can enjoy sending free xms haha...

Yesterday i dint go to college... not feeling so well.. but after sleep for whole day i feel better haha.

well... i'll be off for school based experience very soon... two weeks in shah alam.. will stay over carmen's place with yet huan.. haha...

my heart is Crying.....

Im not happy now...
i feel like to cry...
No one knows...
im facing the wall...
facing my labtop...
none can see me...

Im so scare...
scare people keep on understand me...
when they start to understand me more...
sometimes they act differently...
sometimes they have their own plans...
to achieve something...
and eventually...
i'll be hurt...
deeply wounded...

What is the meaning of friendship?
What is the meaning of L-O-V-E?

Someone... please tell me...

Finish Exam...

Lastly...
And finally...

My mid term exam finished today. haha. but im not so satisfy with the last paper -- world discouse analysis.. its too hard for me... but really thanks to all those friends who help me a lot in teaching me at the very last minute...

Thanks...

mid sem test......

everyone is so busy...
everyone is studying...
Pages of books...
Lines of words...

Its so tiring...
Its so difficult...
All the bombastic words...
Need to be remembered...
Need to be memorised...

Life seems not so easy when it comes to exam...
Exam....
Exam....

First blog..

This is my first blog.. haha, lastly.... on the net...

First of all wanna thanks to Jasmine for teaching me how to use it.....

So.... this is a place where i can write anything on.... feel a bit mysterious... haha... dunno who will see my blog... he/she may be a person who knows me... and may be a person who doesnt knows me at all....

Actually today feel very bad.. because my phone dunno what happens, cant even send any message..... But at the end of the day, i feel that i shall appreciate it... haha, i think before this i cant live if without my phone one day.. but... today had proved that im not. this is a good thing, because nowadays we are too depend on the technology. Had you ever think of one day if suddenly the conectivity all gone wrong and we cant communicate the people that you care, which is far away from you? Can you still survive?

The answer is definitely yes. but many people thinks they cant... Nothing is impossible, when troubles or problems occured, sure there is always a way out. so be optimistic..

People always appreciate only when they start to lose something.. but what to do... this is human's nature. but when you look things differently, you'll appreciate more for the things that you have. So, do appreciate the air around you, your family, friends, environment, the course you're taking... and everything... Dont forget to count God's grace by the end of the day... You'll find that you're rich.