一颗心

一颗心
好好的
被你撕裂了
变成碎片

你。。。
不要说没珍惜这颗珍贵的心
更不敢奢求你会要把碎片都粘好
要保护一颗脆弱的心
真的不容易
要疗伤一颗破碎的心
需要更多的忍耐和心思

你。。。
会是哪个呢
选择要珍惜
还是要弥补

喜欢

很喜欢悠闲的感觉
有朋友说我怎么明明和他们有一样重的课业可是却可以那么轻松？
我也不知怎么回答
可能是长大了吧
没有把学业看得太重
自然就轻松多了啊～

很喜欢独处的时光
一个人
也可以很浪漫
放着轻音乐
泡杯热腾腾的麦片
一边品尝一边看书
就是人生的一大乐趣

很喜欢下雨
下雨时站在窗边看着雨滴
听着屋顶滴滴答答的声音
吹着飘过的冷风
可以觉得很冷
心却是温暖的

很喜欢
很喜欢。。。

无奈
生活忙碌
让我忘记了要保持开朗的心情，
关心别人的需要。

一件难懂的事。。。

童话故事的结局： 好人有好报，恶人有恶报。。。
都是很完美的。。。
不过，是否有人曾想过白雪公主和白马王子结婚后会发生什么事？
小时候的我们都是天真的， 故事结局是那样就是那样，没有第二句。

现实生活中，
为什么坏女人都是幸福的？
为什么坏男人背后都有个好女人？
好女人遇上坏男人，注定要伤心
好男人遇上坏女人，就有得好受
可是，通常坏女人都是配好男人，
而坏男人都是配好女人。
哈哈， 这个世界颠倒了吗？
真是搞不懂。。。？？？

等待。。。

你曾经等待过吗？
等待的滋味是如何的？
等待。。。
甜如蜜？
酸如醋？
苦如苦瓜？

我常常都在等待……
等待你回来……
等待你的电话……
等待你的信息……
等待你的好……
等待…
很多很多…

等待……
让我学习忍耐…
忍耐即使到了极限都还要忍下去…
我不知道自己可以忍耐多少，
拼命的告诉自己，
一切都会好的…
不断的说服自己，
去接受一切的挑战。
纵然有许多的困难、挫折，
我仍深信 -- 暴风雨后会有彩虹！

Being boring...

Always feel boring these days...
Not nothing to do...
I got lots of assignment waiting for me to accomplish...
And my thesis to edit and hand up for final draft...
But...
There's nothing can push me to do all those...
Maybe its because i've been here for 4 1/2 years...
Gone through 9 semesters...
Finally become sien already...
No matter how hard you do your assignment compare to those who did their last minute work or just copy and paste from somewhere... eventually you'll also get an A.
no matter how much effort you've put,
its all still the same...
So, why make your life miserable?

Have been practice hard for the recorder ensemble..
almost everyday got practice with the lecturers..
although we can blow the pieces with correct notes,
but still not up to the standard of performing...
Jia you everyone!

Belated valentine's present 2009

ME : Why you didnt even send a valentine's message to me?

YOU : ... ... If i posted you the smallest bear?

ME : (Havent wait you finish talk) Really? Hehe... (laugh happily)

YOU : So happy ar?

ME : Of course lo... hehe...

YOU : Just joking only la...

ME : ... ... (silent...)



... ...


... ...


Received this yesterday...
Cant really describe my feeling when i received this...
Too happy and touch...
Never thought you'll posted me this...
Actually i've received your valentine's present during new year liao...
so didnt expect this.
Although this is just a card, but meant so much to me...
Because you use your time and heart to choose it from the shop, write some words on it and post it...
Its full of heart... and the little bear that you said... i thought you're just saying only...
Thank you very much hubby...

Recorder ensemble

Recently took part in a recorder ensemble which organized by my music lecturers in college.
Only 10 people are involved. And of course, most of my best friends being chosen to be in it.
We had told to perform 3 songs on 27th Feb...
Only left 2 weeks yet some of the songs are very difficult to blow.
Feeling great for this ensemble, but too bad its my final year already.
After 4 1/2 year here finally there's something interesting for me to join.

I love to blow recorder since primary school but never had a proper learning way on how to control the breath and tongueing. Want to produce the good quality sound really not easy..
Luckily i got a very dedicated lecturer this semester to teach me soprano and alto recorder in class.



Well... on the last practice, im being asked to blow a sopranino recorder... I'll be the one who carry the melody line whenever i blow! Oh no, i had to practice hard because the fingering is different from the soprano's... hope i wont get confusing... (because after that song i'll be playing soprano for the other song)

Tomorrow having recorder practice again... wish me luck~ (wont boom by lecturer)

伤心

风吹过
夜…
已深了…

天上的星星不见了
月亮也被云朵遮住了
仿佛…
今天会是个伤心的夜晚

心…在沉淀…
一直往下沉…

^^

这几天都和好友的家人一起渡过。。。
看到他们，感觉就好像回到了家乡这样。。。
用的语言、生活习惯，都比较接近。。。

新年过了。。。
感觉上很快。
今年的鞭炮和烟花比往年更多，还有邻居在除夕夜时连放了四条1000粒的。。。
古晋都很常会放烟花吧，所以对我来说，看到烟花也没什么大不了的。
很久很久都没有去感受那种等待新年的感觉了。。。
看着时钟指向12。。。
家里放着新年歌。。。
妈妈在厨房切糕点。。。
我们把年货都排好。。。
弄好一切后，才去睡觉。
可是今年有点不一样，或许是因为生病的 原因吧。。。很容易就觉得累。。。
结果全家我一过了十二点不久后就睡了。。。
放烟花真的很好玩。。。
看着它被冲上天的那一刻、天空被它点缀的漂亮起来。。。
还有鞭炮的声音。。。
顿时整个住宅区都被鞭炮的烟笼罩。。。
这种情景，也就只有在新年时才有。

今年，都没什么去拜年。
感觉上好像自己老了许多。哈哈！
也变得很懒惰。
最喜欢去阿姨家了，可以和表姐们一同玩。
一边八卦亲戚的消息。。。嘿嘿！

年过了。。。
心情也要调整了。。。
要开始加油面对前面的道路，加油！

Exam result is out!

Well, finally our last semester's result is out!
Haha, but compare to previous semesters, at least this time come out faster.
Last semester's papers were all so terrible...
Lots of difficult questions, even the answers are not from the module too. (but we are module based exam).
So, anyone who hasn't check your result, faster go here.