坏话

说人家的坏话是人们的天性吗?

当别人说你的坏话的时候，是不是应该要自我反省的时候?
当别人说你的坏话的时候，是不是应该要生气?
当别人说你的坏话的时候，是不是应该会对他们失望?
当别人说你的坏话的时候，是不是应该把他们的话当作狗吠?
当别人说你的坏话的时候，是不是应该挺身而出维护你 ?
当别人说你的坏话的时候，是不是应该静静地不出声，以免越描越黑?

那么，当别人说你坏话的时候，就学聪明一点，让时间来证明一切!

Disappoint...

突然， 对身边的人、事、物都感到很失望。。。

人生就是这样吗? 真的不会有真心的朋友吗? 当你认为他/她是你最知心的朋友时，你会发现到他们未必会帮你说话。。。他们知道你的事情越多，任何时候，当你以为他们会保守秘密时，认为不可能是他们。。。不过，你或许会成为世界上最最最苯的人。

朋友间最讲究的就是信任。 你承诺了保守秘密就别说出去。这样，你伤害那位信任你的人。人们就是那么傻和苯，给别人信任都不要。当别人信任你的时候你就会爆出他们的事情，那么你就别埋怨为何会没有守信用的朋友，因为你自己都没有资格得到。

失望。。。失望。。。
失眠。。。失眠。。。

A letter from Yin...

Yesterday i received a letter from my cousin... very happy to receive a letter. although nowadays can contact someone with email, calls or sms but i still like to receive a letter. For me, the receive a letter, wrote by the person, can make me happier and light me up..

Last time when i was in primary and secondary school i love to write letters. I think i had wrote hundreds of letters, to my friends and cousins. haha. some i still keep it till now, but long time didnt read back already. But those old days passed... we've grown up.. Sometimes i wonder, why i cant be that happier than before? Is it i have too many things to think about? Or life is like that...

But, i am happier when i saw the bookmark that she puts inside the envelope together with the letter. haha, she made it herself. thanks... i like it so much..
She always will give me those encourage words...

Haha, here's the photo of it...

Thanks to Jasmine...

Haha, i wrote this post is to thank Jasmine for teaching me how to cook a potato chicken. i always see her cook this but i never cook it myself. Today is the first time i cook the potato chicken with her guidance. hehe.. Thanks for teaching ya... So next time i got one more new recipe to cook for my meal.. hehe...

This is the potato chicken for my lunch...

+_+ Cake...

Haha, i had really eat lots of things today...

Firstly, having lunch at cafe, then eat cheesy wedges at jj's kfc with jj and carmen, then go pasar malam eat fried kuey tiaw + lemon and grape drink, then having supper at yet huan's place. haha... if everyday can eat like this, then sure i'll get fatter, haha... i also hope so lah... Thanks to yet huan..

My dinner...

The drinks... pretty right?



My supper...

B.I.G

Today, we received a great news! We're going to have B.I.G test on monday!!!
B.I.G = Bina Insan Guru

Oh no... How can they suddenly say want to have test then test us? 30% out of 100%... Haih!!! And, we don have any module about the subject.. Usually, we had B.I.G during the tutorial time, but we never know what's the topics needs to be covered. We never had a proper B.I.G lessons since semester 1. gosh.... i wonder how are we going to sit for the exams without any lecture before hand...

Well, here's some topics that i get for the test, do jot down:

1. ciri2 kemahiran intra dan interpersonal
2. kepentingan kemahiran intra dan interpersonal
3. prinsip kemahiran interpersonal
4. maksud kecerdasan emosi
5. aktiviti2 wujud perpaduan di kalangan pelajar
6. langkah2 mengatasi tekanan
7. Tindakan yang akan diambil utk laksanakan projek jika dilantik jadi kk projek

Haha, i hope that the scheme of the answers wont be too strict. If not, dunno how to get marks for that...

PBSM meeting

Tomorrow at 11am will be another PBSM meeting again...

Haih!!! I also received another messages:

1. Tomoro pbsm taklimat perkhemahan. 11am. At SAC. Pls bring along da name list coz u nid 2 take attendance. And setiausaha very important tomoro. Thanks ya.

2. Juz 2 explain. Mayb u wil tot i berpihak to zul. Bt..i juz c every1 blur about da camp thg n every ajk including pengerusi n naib pengerusi iz nt doin their work make every1 blur bout dat matter. Dat y i find lecturer n they r goin 2 do a taklimat. NOT I HELP OTHER PPL DO WORK. So... dun look narrow on me.

Huh????!!!!! So funny... First thing, the attendance for the pbsm gerko had finished. We don need any formal meeting that need to take attendance anymore. And, i know im as the secretary very important, but one thing very funny, why do a meeting on friday? Tell you, half of the members wont go. because most of us do not have class tomorrow, and some of them had already went back to their hometown. Since like this, why not do the meeting on monday when everyone will go. and... tomorrow 11am, who is so clever choose that time? Alang-alang one... Haih... cant do much thing in the early morning, and cant do much thing in the noon also.

The second message, the first reaction when i received it was >>>>> very angry! What does he means by sending this to me? Had i ever say i look down on you? So funny. you do your things lah, i never say i look narrow on you! And please lah, either you help other or not, is your matter. not me, so i have no comments. And one thing i want to correct your words, you say about pengerusi and ajk didnt do well their work. Please lah, open wider your eyes and see, only the pengerusi didnt do well, don blame on the naib. Do you know that everytime we had pbsm meeting is the naib pengerusi the one who contact the lecturers? And our fellow friends? I bet you dunno. So please don say it that way. Some of us had done our job well but never being appreciate by you all. i really wish, next semester come faster, then i can pass my job to someone. haha. any suggestion for the secretary? lots of paper works to do.

Today...

Today went to college at 8am, walking with yet huan. Haha, actually class started on 8am, but we choose to go a bit late because the lecture never starts in time. Always will be a bit late, and now, almost don have class at all. None of the lecturers enter the class except for piano 1's lecturer, because we are going to have final practical exam in two more weeks.

As usual, reach college around 8.20-8.30am... haha, usually take up 20-30 minutes walk because we walk very slow.. Far from the music block, both of us saw some of our coursemates walking heading to the choir room.. Then we thought we'll have combine class for the vocal. but, when we reach the music block, we saw our lecturer passed by us! That's mean??? No class!!!! Oh no, if i would had know no class i will only walk to college at 12pm... because after 2 hours of vocal class then we had free time until 12.30pm... Haih... Just one hour class today.

Sit inside the classroom... dunno what to do.. because didnt bring module to read. Then, yet huan and i decided to go to the keyboard lab and practice our scales and exam pieces (both final practical test and ABRSM Grade 8 pieces)....

We had stayed 4 hours inside the keyboard lab except went to eat at cafe and just to practice the songs... i had finished played the whole book of Pam Wegwood's After Hours Volume 2, jj's grade 5 exam pieces, and the four songs that will be tested for the final exam and listening to the demo songs in the clavinova... Its so boring, the air con inside the room is very very cold... Haha, even i practice the Puppet Dance with yet huan together, count and count the timing...

Haha, therefore i had snapped some photos inside the keyboard lab...

This is the Clavinova that i used today...

This is my songs that i will play for the final exam... Aquarius...



This is my lunch at cafeteria... This is my first lunch at cafe after the holidays..

01.11

1st of november, makes me suddenly thinking of a person... long time ago, in the year 2000, i went to the first church camp at Matang Wildlife centre, Kuching. There, we had a good activity so called "the angel activity", so everyone will get a name from the person who incharge of this activity and we need to care about that person.

And my angel is the our pastor, this is very special to me, because i never thought will be him because that time, i only went to church on sunday morning only. Never went to fellowship, never included myself in any of the ministry, and don know most of the brothers and sisters in the fellowship. And, why will remember him? because his birthday falls on today. Haha... I knew it only before he tranfered to other church. So, i really wanna thank him because of his sharing about our God's words, and makes me believe in Christ. And most importantly, after the camp, i start to join the fellowship and start to serve in many ministries... Until today...