2012

好久好久都没上来这涂鸦了
终于的
我来到了现在这个时刻
离开了求学的土地
离开了求学的学院
回到了家
是个温暖的家

近来都很闲空
常常上网
无所事事
我想，人生中没有几何可以像现在这样悠闲吧？

前几天看了2012这部戏
感触很深
看见了一些东西
时间真的不多了
要好好的警醒祷告等候主再来的日子
那一天我们谁都不知道
不要等到那天的到来才来后悔
我们的神是满有怜悯及慈爱
要好好的抓紧神
因他是我们唯一的依靠！

假期。。。

明天就回家了
心情
应该是兴奋
应该是期待
应该是愉快
不过。。。
今晚的我
心情七上八下

太多的东西要做
太多的功课要交
太多的突发事件
太多的重担要背

很想停下脚步看一看
很想静静的
什么都不用做
很想悠闲的
什么都不用想

生活太匆忙
步伐太快太累
快要喘不过气

P.S. 真的有点累了。。。这会是个要做功课的假期。。。

CHANGE!!!!

Received a message from cousin this morning, confirmation about final exam week and submitting assignment date... Really feel.... (dunno how to describe), everything that i plan before all need to rearrange.
My cousin will be marry on 31st oct... therefore i had bought the ticket back home earlier since there's promotion... but... now the exam week falls on that week. if follow my timetable this semester i don have class on Wed and Fri... so i decide to go home on Tues... Now... exam starts on Tuesday till Thursday... GRRRRRRRRRR!!!!
And our assignments have to summit by 16 oct! This is crazy! We havent even started anything yet.. because the due is in early of nov at first! Haih... Now everything is so pack... even our kuliah time has to be double up to finish up the syllabus so we can sit exam with full of knowledge.
Why is this happen? Well... its because we will need to lapor diri at our posting school early of December... This is the first time i heard posting in December... So... we'll need to attend the annual staff meeting before school reopen in January... And we'll have our kursus induksi straight away after our final exam for 3 weeks. then we're off... But one good thing is that we'll have our salary on December... and its a good news too because we'll have anjakan gaji in December month every year.. its one month earlier than others.

Latest exam date:
27.10.2009 2.30pm HBMS 4803 Apresiasi Muzik
29.10.2009 2.30pm HBMS 4703 Pengajaran Ensemble 2

So... i can only go home on fri... then come back on Sun... Haih...

Thesis

Yeah! Finally today got our thesis.... binded with hard cover. Never thought im writing a book! Haha....

Class photo E8.7

Today has just got our class photo taken on last monday...
This is the formal one...
There are 16 of us including our lecturer but Huey Ying absent that day...
This will be our last formal photo before we graduate...
.7 is always the BEST!!! yeah!

DARS CHOCOLATE...

This is the white chocolate that my dear bie bie had bought to me during last holiday at Spring, Kuching. Imported chocolate from Japan... The packing very pretty and it taste so so NICE!!!!
I want more~~~~~~~~

2nd recorder practice

Since this semester is very free, therefore our tutor had suggested us to form a recorder group to go out perform at primary schools. Just to introduce the recorder family members to the students. Im being choose to be the leader for this activity and im very happy to have the section leaders -- Yet Huan (soprano), Zi Yin (alto), Carmen (tenor) and Azizi (bass) to help me out with the practice.

The songs that we'll be performing is Eine Kleine Nachtmusik by Mozart and a patriotic song, Untukmu Malaysia arranged by Victor Tan. Both songs are in SATB and sopranino will play some melody in the Eine Kleine Nachtmusik. Our performance will be on early October, so there's not much time for us to practice together since there are only 3 days of class in a week plus holiday is coming up. But im glad that we are able to blow the whole song in just 2 times of practice! Bravo everyone!

Here are some of the practice photos:

The sopranos and altos are practicing hard.. haha

The tenor and bass... The recorder looks big and heavy right?

Well, im not in the photos because im going from one to another station (sectional practice) to listen to their blowing... and of course take this photos. because everyone is so busy ad practising hard. haha!

^^

Back from August holiday there's nothing much happens in college.
Well, this semester only 2 subjects, 3 day's class...
Its so boring... there's lot of free time...
For the pass weekend, i didnt step out from the house after i came back from college on Thursday. Until this morning only i go out to class in the college.
I have been start to count down for the days i go home for the coming holiday...
Left 10 or 11 days only..... My ticket is on the 18th but still thinking want to change to 17th or not since 18th no class in my time table... or im waiting... if any lecturers not around??? haha... then i can go back even earlier...
Really cant wait to go home...
Everything is so good at home...

Back from practikum 3

Finally back to the place that i have to be...
That means, i had finished my 6 weeks practical at school.

I really learn lots in this practical...
The school environment is good, students are smart, teachers are friendly, the admin is also efficient.
Everything is so good there...
The music room also very spacious enough for me to do all kinds of activities.
And the school is not far from the place that i stay... no traffic jam anytime... and its easy to get taxi to school in the morning...
Walk across the road from the place that i stay have many shop lots. Chinese food, Malay food, Indian food, fast food such as MacD, KFC, Pizza Hut also have...
Besides that, there is speedmart 99... jj and i often went there to look for junk food... haha... because its really cheaper than other supermarket's price.

On the last day, the naughtiest class that i taught in the school,5 Melati students had do some performance for me. It really touches me... I thought that class for both civic and music... they are smart students. can easily catch up with what i teach.

Anyway.... words cant describe everything...
As a conclusion, i feel happy for my practical and learn to be a better teacher. I really hopes that i can teach better in the future.

Trust

What is trust?
every people define it differently due to their own personality...

Without trust, human cant really live happily together.
Really hope... my trust will be worth.

Another day study at MacD...

This morning wake up at 9am...
Went to Jusco again with Jasmine and one of her classmate, Yana around 10am...
Well, study again at MacD...
Jasmine ordered the breakfast meal... As i do not feel hungry yet... then i waited for 12pm to get the Macvalue set at Rm5.95.
Studied 4 chapters in 1 1/2 hours...
Then had my lunch...
Bumped with Ain and her bf at that time.
Continue study again after that...
Finish my pj module there... wow... so happy that i can finish it. So regret that i only bring one module. I should have bring the KS module too...
There's lots of people in MacD during 12pm-3pm....
Crowded with students, working people and even old folks...
Nowadays people really like to eat fast food huh???
And the secondary school students are so rich...
Even had their breakfast at MacD before go to school...
After school also come MacD with their friends...
I wonder they dont need to go home after class?

Ain join us to study...
So there's 4 of us -- me, jasmine, yana and ain...
This is the first time i stay for so long time with them although we had know each other for 5 years...
Because they're not my classmates so im not so close to them...
But feel happy that at least i still can mix up.
Then, had some walk at JJ...
Bought some stuffs...
Then Ain send us back...
Today is another study day at MacD again..
I found out that i can study faster there,
maybe it is because got nothing else to do such as sleep, dramas, online, computer games in MacD...
Haha... study in new environment is effective. haha.

Ensemble Exam

This morning had breakfast with Carmen at "longkang" only went to college...
Reach college before 930am since there's talk from the external examiner.
At 8 something i received call from Add, saying that we need to make our own name tag to put on for the external examiner because we'll have ensemble recorder playing in groups. I wonder why need to do another one since we had our own name tag??? And we will not stand too far from the examiner until they cant read our name on the name tag in the exam room.... Then, the same group has to be the same. so i made 5. Its really BIG-- until when the examiners come to brief us about the exam they are "amazed" by our big name tags. Haha... so funny... That's what they ask what...

Today everything went smoothly...
Ensemble also happy happy... we enjoy the song and our examiner gives good comments on our positive expression.
Then, its solo playing the alto recorder...
For me i think is still ok... although will be nervous but just blow it out...
Scales and "bunga berkembang" song is ok....
Phew... Lastly its over! but there's another more important exam is coming...
Next week from monday till thursday i'll be having my final exam for sem 7.
5 subjects in 4 days... Then i wanna go home~~~~ can't wait to go home~~

Went to jusco together with jasmine, jj and yh. Haha, study at MacD. Its a new experience. but quite fun because study at home is so boring...

Class decoration

Well, today go to class at 8am again...
Haha, enter the class before lecturer comes in.
But today is a busy day...
Keep doing decoration for class.
Duty roaster, time table, innovation corner, wordings on the wall and notice board outside the classroom...
But... after finish everything, feels satisfy because all the hard work pays.

Innovation corner -- snake & ladder + Mix & match
Both done by our own... hehe.

The love curtain and hanging duty roaster

The organization chart and time table...


The words : Children love music & children love us.
The notice board outside our classroom... full of flowers.
Haha, we blow the "Bunga Berkembang" until flower blooms.

一件感动的事

收到芯霈自制的卡
很感动很感动
里面的字眼好深触我心
认识她
是上帝的安排
成为我的好朋友
亦可靠的屋友

哈，不过我不会把要回应她的话写在这...
不过，真的很谢谢她陪我走过这五年的岁月。
愿主赐福于她...

A busy day...

Wake up in 7am...
Went to class 5-10 minutes late..
Lecturer already enter the class... She is very in time one. 8am sharp will be in the class.
Check our ISL to let her sign..
Then took all the files from keyboard room to 2nd floor... (my classroom)
and start sorting...
The scheme of work, ISL week by week and the assignment questions.
We've even confuse and forget which lecturer taught us what subjects before...
now need to get all their signatures...
Some of the lecturers retired and transfer to other places... now how to find them back???
10.30am, need to meet our penyelaras programme...
Some briefing about the MQA ppl coming...
Got sem 4&5's transcripts...
11.30am, music department assembly...
...
...
Then 12.45pm finish...
Went back to class to settle the ISL files again...
Our classroom just like office, files here and there...
With all the "secretaries"... haha...
i think we should change profession and become a clerk.

Met up with Connie at college...
Having a nice time with her...
We chat and chat non stop...
She treat me the lunch for my birthday celebration (so early huh?)
And handed me a present too...
Then having dinner with classmates for the April' girls birthday celebration -- Carmen and Huey Ying..

Back home...
Sit down a while... (whole day had been busy)
Start to prepare for tomorrow class' ensemble things..
Got lots of "??" in mind,
the scores are different from how we practice before.
So which one should be follow?

Too tire...
But really happy to meet Connie today...
Hope we can meet soon~

Tagged by Jasmine

Arahan:

1) Print screen your wallpaper...


2) Reasons why do you like/ adore/ cherish d wallpaper?
- sweet memory
- nice scenery
- the photo taken by our own using my camera

3) tag 10 people
- Carmen
- Siu Mei
- Girl Girl
- Lucas
- Blackie
- Diana
- Ani

and etc... whoever in my link list...

Labour's Day..

Went to Tesco with YH, JJ and Epei...
Hehe... have a big shopping there, but only hunt for food la!
No stock already leh... not even one egg or vege. i left 2 piece of chicken only...
And the fridge is so empty... just like it's new. haha.

Someone asked me to snap photos on the things that i bought and write a post here. well, just as how she said, im doing it... but is just the food for me to bite before the exam!!! And it's a MUST!!!
Hahahaha, i used to do that when im preparing for my exam... >>> No food, No READ!! That's my reward for reading those modules.

Corntoz, twisties in wasabi flavour and soya bean!!

属于

我坚持的 都值得坚持吗
我所相信的 就是真的吗
如果我敢追求 我就敢拥有吗
而如果都算了 不要呢

或许吧 或许我永远都不要遇见他
或许吧 或许我太天真了吧

属于我的昨天之前的结局 我决定我的决定
属于我的明天之后的憧憬 我迷信我的迷信
属于我们点点滴滴的伤心 我们要各自忘记
属于我们闪闪发亮的爱情 我们再一起努力

属于风的 那就去飞翔吧
属于海洋的 那就汹涌的
属于我们的爱 该来的就来吧
为什么不敢呢 不要呢？

是他吧 命中早就注定了的那个他
是他吧 他原来就在这里啊

属于我的昨天之前的结局 我决定我的决定
属于我的明天之后的憧憬 我迷信我的迷信
属于我们点点滴滴的伤心 我们要各自忘记
属于我们闪闪发亮的爱情 我们再一起努力


很喜欢这首歌， 或许是因为看了《幸福的抉择》 吧！
有时候， 我们是要有些坚持的
有时候， 我们是要有些追求的
抱着有坚持和追求的心态，
即使最后的结局并没那么完美，
至少
我们努力过！

Some junk food..

Mini double decker>> its really mini...
not only the packing, even the keropok itself also...
can finish in 1 minute.

Yen Yin gives de after doing the innovation for our class...
yummy yummy...

Dean's Lists

Well, after wait for so long time, lastly my original copy of dean's lists are with me today...
In this morning assembly, every student who got the dean's list being asked to stand in front of the field, facing every other students... then one of the representative will collect the them from our director.


Here are my dean's lists.. i got 4... but it was so long time ago.... two in year 2006, one in 2007 and one in 2008...
Looking back my transcript.. really wanna sigh... my result had drop last semester.
But because of the dean's list looks so beautiful, i want to jia you liao...
If can wanna get 2 more la... (left only 2 semesters)
And target for "cemerlang" for my CGPA when i graduate.

A relax friday

Went out with jj and yh..
Have a nice nice day... at least if im at home will be very boring...
Facing the same place... same things...
Haha... didnt buy anything but just eat and eat...

Three glasses of 100 plus...

I like this one..

Can you guess what it is? made by JJ... hehe...

Buy things...

Wanted this for so long...
Haha.. Lastly found it at the Living Cabin at Petaling Street for only Rm12!!
At first, i cant believe my eyes when i saw the price...
Have been searching for it for quite some time...
all at least Rm25++... Even some reach Rm39.90...

This will be put in my bie bie's car during May holiday soon...

Haha... Bought this at PC fair last last saturday...
Thanks JJ for helping me buy...
Feels happy... Can take many and many pictures..

Well... looking at this... you should know what it is...
Animal puzzle stickers... Very cute...
Use to buy this kind of things whenever i see it...
Haha... spending money again...

~~

Have been really boring these days...
Having lecturers early in the morning but cant concentrate at all
No more mood for learning...
Sometimes when i want to get new inputs but the syllabus is so silly, i just keep learning back all the things during my foundation only.
Now the difficult subject comes, but not my interest, plus already 8 years no study on that field, now want to recall back also very hard already...
(sigh...)

Luckily finish all my assignments...
but final exam is coming soon...
every semester repeat and repeat the same thing...
Starting of the sem -- free and relax
Middle of the sem -- crazy doing assignments and thesis
End of the sem -- final exam...
Sien... Sien...

Tell me what should i do now?

Star..

Twinkle, twinkle, little star,
How I wonder what you are.
Up above the world so high,
Like a diamond in the sky.
Twinkle, twinkle, little star,
How I wonder what you are!

We use to sing the first stanza only and all these while i thought only one stanza..
who knows there's more...

When the blazing sun is gone,
When there's nothing he shines upon,
Then you show your little light,
Twinkle, twinkle, through the night.
Twinkle, twinkle, little star,
How I wonder what you are!

In the dark blue sky so deep
Through my curtains often peep
For you never close your eyes
’Til the morning sun does rise
Twinkle, twinkle, little star
How I wonder what you are

Twinkle, twinkle, little star
How I wonder what you are


Took this pic few days ago... yh says it looks artistic... haha.
Actually recently im looking at the manual book of my camera... and explore here and there...
hope can get a better quality pictures next time.

blues...

蓝蓝的天...
心情也蓝蓝的...

逃避

咳。。。
除了叹气还是叹气
一想起你
就只有逃避
要一一解决
却提不起劲儿

Assignment 啊 assignment
为什么会没完没了

Earth hour

28-03-2009
from 8.30pm - 9.30pm

Sit in front of my study table... looking at the clock on my laptop... oh.. it's already 829pm, quickly off the laptop, off the living room's light, off the fan, off the switch. everything...
The first i do is standing at the balcony and look at other buildings --- from my place can see lots of building as i live in 15th floor condominium. haha. its still very bright outside.. counting how much Malaysians will off their light.. but disappoint fill up my heart... I still see many lights around...

What to do without light? I cant continue my assignment by doing creating the second and third part of the recorder song. Cant watch tv. Cant online. Well... I enter my room and start to play piano. Play few pieces of church songs and popular songs that i can memorize by heart. Besides, i even compose a song. but i guess i can only remember 30% of it only now... haha. When i was young, i use to play the piano when there's no electricity at home... my dad will also teach us to play the shadow game with the candle. haha.

After playing for 1/2 hour, started to feel boring. went to epei's room to kacau her a while. then sit on the sofa and wait... EAting grapes which i bought last thursday at night market. Call Yet huan a while then its 930pm...
Then, its all back to normal again. Switch on the light, fan and laptop.
Sometimes i wonder, how far this can save the electricity? As people without the electricity cant do anything. Nowadays everything is computerize. If switch off the laptop for one hour only means rest at that hour but work still cant be done. Then, you'll take another one hour to finish ur work too... Unless you can finish up your one hour work in 1/2 hour then this only can be consider as saving the electric.

Another tag...

tagged by jasmine... again???!!! haha.

Directions :

Once you've been tagged, you have to write a post with sixteen random things, habits or goals about you.At the end, choose five people to be tagged, listing their names and why you chose them.Don't forget to leave a comment (''You're tagged!'') and to read your blog, you can't tag the person who tagged you.

1. im doing nothing except typing this tag now.
2. i love clean environment.
3. i feel very homesick only during my final year, so funny huh?
4. i love to play piano but seldom playing it now...
5. i love to listening to sentimental songs and music but because of no time then i seldom listen now.. so sad huh..
6. there is a coin box on my table.
7. i got 3 different version of bible but all in chinese.
8. im cracking my head to think what is the next.
9. i don like vege.
10. when im tire i will just sleep.
11. i like rainy days.
12. im very busy right now as my thesis, assignments and isl havent complete yet.
13. i love to eat, eat, eat!
14. i feel happy its going to end soon haha, left the last one.
15. i hope i can graduate faster and work.

YOU'RE TAGGED ::

Carmen, Siu Mei, Girl girl, Lucas and clarence.

100 truths...

Tagged by Jasmine:

001. Real Name: Tan Hui Ni

002. Nickname(s): Karen, Ting, Ah Chin

003. Age: 22+

004. Zodiac Sign: gemini

005. Male or Female: Female

006. Elementary: SRB Chung Hua Batu 10

007. Middle School: SMK Penrissen No.1

008. High School: SMK Penrissen No.1

009. College School: IPGKIK - OUM (institut pendidikan guru kampus ilmu khas - open university malaysia)

010. Hair colour: Black.

011. Long or Short: middle length

012. Loud or Quiet: Quiet

013. Sweats or Jeans: Jeans

014. Phone or Camera: camera

015. Health Freak: no

016. Drink or Smoke: no

017. Do you have a crush on someone: ya

018. Eat or Drink: Eat.

019. Piercings: yes. both ears.

020. Tattoos: no.

021. Social or Anti-Social: depends.

022. First Piercing: at aged 10 or 11, together with cousins.

023. First Relationship: 0 years old... start with my daddy and mummy

024. First Best Friend: forgot her name already, a cute girl in kindergarden

025. First Award: forgot.. some sport events during kindergarden

026. First Kiss: from my dad and mum (baby time)

027. First Pet: puppy gua... dad bela one...

028. First Big Vacation: To labuan gua.. (study there)

029. First Love at first sight: ??

030. First Big Birthday: i think is my one year old birthday. big cakes with many relatives

Currently

049. Eating: junk food

050. Drink: sky juice

051. Excitement Level: 50%... very blur

052. I'm about to: finished up this tag and thinking of taking a nap after this

053. Listening to: nothing

054. Plan for today: steam fish brought from home for dinner and do assignment

055. Waiting for: time to pass away

056. Energy Level: 50%

057. Thinking of someone: my bf

058. Want kids?: no

059. Want to get married?: no

060. Careers in mind?: what more can i do despite of teacher?

Which is better in the boy/girl you like

068. Lips or Eyes?: eyes

069. Romantic or Funny?: funny

070. Shorter or Taller?: taller

071. Protective or Caring?: caring

072. Romantic or Spontaneous?: romantic

073. Nice Stomach or Nice Arms?: arms

074. Sensitive or Loud?: neither.

075. Hook-up or Relationship?: Relationship.

076. Trouble Maker or Hesitant?: neither.

Have You ever

080. Lost glasses or contacts: no.

081. Ran away from home: no.

082. Held a gun/knife for self defence: no

083. Killed somebody: no

084. Broken someone's heart: maybe gua...

085. Been arrested: haha. how come will?

087. Cried when someone died: Yes

Do you believe in

089. Yourself: of course.

090. Miracles: hope miracles will happen in me

091. Love at first sight: no

092. Heaven: yes

093. Santa Claus: no

094. Tooth Fairy: no

095. Kiss in the first date: no

Truthfully

097. Is there someone you would want to be with right now?: my bf of course

098. Are you seriously happy with where you're in life now?: of course no.

099. Do you believe in God? : yes

100. Post as 100 truths and tag 10people: i guess i don have that much ppl to tag, so everyone whose in my list got it.

Nothing

Nothing to blog about here...
Just...
Got nothing to do...

Happy holidays everyone! haha...
but i cant feel its like holidays at all...
Lots of things to do...
Assignments...
Thesis...
ISL...
Never ending...
wondering why i need to be so busy all the time?

Just some nice drinks

On the sport day, JJ, y.huan, carmen and i went to Permaisuri to take our breakfast there.. hehe.. discover the Teh-C special there...

Here this the 3 layers teh c peng.. haha... my hometown can find 4 and 5 layers with the wheatglass and cincau added... This one not bad actually... hehe... so there's another drink that i can order when i go eat at the shop..


This is wheatglass C peng... hehe... very nice... usually i always see it is being blended together... this is my first time see it like this... two layers -- wheat glass + fresh milk...

一颗心

一颗心
好好的
被你撕裂了
变成碎片

你。。。
不要说没珍惜这颗珍贵的心
更不敢奢求你会要把碎片都粘好
要保护一颗脆弱的心
真的不容易
要疗伤一颗破碎的心
需要更多的忍耐和心思

你。。。
会是哪个呢
选择要珍惜
还是要弥补

喜欢

很喜欢悠闲的感觉
有朋友说我怎么明明和他们有一样重的课业可是却可以那么轻松？
我也不知怎么回答
可能是长大了吧
没有把学业看得太重
自然就轻松多了啊～

很喜欢独处的时光
一个人
也可以很浪漫
放着轻音乐
泡杯热腾腾的麦片
一边品尝一边看书
就是人生的一大乐趣

很喜欢下雨
下雨时站在窗边看着雨滴
听着屋顶滴滴答答的声音
吹着飘过的冷风
可以觉得很冷
心却是温暖的

很喜欢
很喜欢。。。

无奈
生活忙碌
让我忘记了要保持开朗的心情，
关心别人的需要。

一件难懂的事。。。

童话故事的结局： 好人有好报，恶人有恶报。。。
都是很完美的。。。
不过，是否有人曾想过白雪公主和白马王子结婚后会发生什么事？
小时候的我们都是天真的， 故事结局是那样就是那样，没有第二句。

现实生活中，
为什么坏女人都是幸福的？
为什么坏男人背后都有个好女人？
好女人遇上坏男人，注定要伤心
好男人遇上坏女人，就有得好受
可是，通常坏女人都是配好男人，
而坏男人都是配好女人。
哈哈， 这个世界颠倒了吗？
真是搞不懂。。。？？？

等待。。。

你曾经等待过吗？
等待的滋味是如何的？
等待。。。
甜如蜜？
酸如醋？
苦如苦瓜？

我常常都在等待……
等待你回来……
等待你的电话……
等待你的信息……
等待你的好……
等待…
很多很多…

等待……
让我学习忍耐…
忍耐即使到了极限都还要忍下去…
我不知道自己可以忍耐多少，
拼命的告诉自己，
一切都会好的…
不断的说服自己，
去接受一切的挑战。
纵然有许多的困难、挫折，
我仍深信 -- 暴风雨后会有彩虹！

Being boring...

Always feel boring these days...
Not nothing to do...
I got lots of assignment waiting for me to accomplish...
And my thesis to edit and hand up for final draft...
But...
There's nothing can push me to do all those...
Maybe its because i've been here for 4 1/2 years...
Gone through 9 semesters...
Finally become sien already...
No matter how hard you do your assignment compare to those who did their last minute work or just copy and paste from somewhere... eventually you'll also get an A.
no matter how much effort you've put,
its all still the same...
So, why make your life miserable?

Have been practice hard for the recorder ensemble..
almost everyday got practice with the lecturers..
although we can blow the pieces with correct notes,
but still not up to the standard of performing...
Jia you everyone!

Belated valentine's present 2009

ME : Why you didnt even send a valentine's message to me?

YOU : ... ... If i posted you the smallest bear?

ME : (Havent wait you finish talk) Really? Hehe... (laugh happily)

YOU : So happy ar?

ME : Of course lo... hehe...

YOU : Just joking only la...

ME : ... ... (silent...)



... ...


... ...


Received this yesterday...
Cant really describe my feeling when i received this...
Too happy and touch...
Never thought you'll posted me this...
Actually i've received your valentine's present during new year liao...
so didnt expect this.
Although this is just a card, but meant so much to me...
Because you use your time and heart to choose it from the shop, write some words on it and post it...
Its full of heart... and the little bear that you said... i thought you're just saying only...
Thank you very much hubby...

Recorder ensemble

Recently took part in a recorder ensemble which organized by my music lecturers in college.
Only 10 people are involved. And of course, most of my best friends being chosen to be in it.
We had told to perform 3 songs on 27th Feb...
Only left 2 weeks yet some of the songs are very difficult to blow.
Feeling great for this ensemble, but too bad its my final year already.
After 4 1/2 year here finally there's something interesting for me to join.

I love to blow recorder since primary school but never had a proper learning way on how to control the breath and tongueing. Want to produce the good quality sound really not easy..
Luckily i got a very dedicated lecturer this semester to teach me soprano and alto recorder in class.



Well... on the last practice, im being asked to blow a sopranino recorder... I'll be the one who carry the melody line whenever i blow! Oh no, i had to practice hard because the fingering is different from the soprano's... hope i wont get confusing... (because after that song i'll be playing soprano for the other song)

Tomorrow having recorder practice again... wish me luck~ (wont boom by lecturer)

伤心

风吹过
夜…
已深了…

天上的星星不见了
月亮也被云朵遮住了
仿佛…
今天会是个伤心的夜晚

心…在沉淀…
一直往下沉…

^^

这几天都和好友的家人一起渡过。。。
看到他们，感觉就好像回到了家乡这样。。。
用的语言、生活习惯，都比较接近。。。

新年过了。。。
感觉上很快。
今年的鞭炮和烟花比往年更多，还有邻居在除夕夜时连放了四条1000粒的。。。
古晋都很常会放烟花吧，所以对我来说，看到烟花也没什么大不了的。
很久很久都没有去感受那种等待新年的感觉了。。。
看着时钟指向12。。。
家里放着新年歌。。。
妈妈在厨房切糕点。。。
我们把年货都排好。。。
弄好一切后，才去睡觉。
可是今年有点不一样，或许是因为生病的 原因吧。。。很容易就觉得累。。。
结果全家我一过了十二点不久后就睡了。。。
放烟花真的很好玩。。。
看着它被冲上天的那一刻、天空被它点缀的漂亮起来。。。
还有鞭炮的声音。。。
顿时整个住宅区都被鞭炮的烟笼罩。。。
这种情景，也就只有在新年时才有。

今年，都没什么去拜年。
感觉上好像自己老了许多。哈哈！
也变得很懒惰。
最喜欢去阿姨家了，可以和表姐们一同玩。
一边八卦亲戚的消息。。。嘿嘿！

年过了。。。
心情也要调整了。。。
要开始加油面对前面的道路，加油！

Exam result is out!

Well, finally our last semester's result is out!
Haha, but compare to previous semesters, at least this time come out faster.
Last semester's papers were all so terrible...
Lots of difficult questions, even the answers are not from the module too. (but we are module based exam).
So, anyone who hasn't check your result, faster go here.

洗衣机

你常常都在默默的工作，
无论多少的工作量，
你仍默默的耕耘。

长大了，很少看到你了。
前几年常常听到你生病的消息，
心想你应该撑不了这么久了吧！
不过，在我回家的那段时间里，
你都帮了我不少的忙，
隔几天就会去看看你一下。

来到了吉隆坡，
竟然很想念你，
如果你在这里就好了。
我不用每天担心没时间，
也不用担心每天下雨。
啊～有了你实在方便 -- 我家的洗衣机。